My Love Life…
… or rather lack therof.
To quote a friend’s MSN personal message, i have a “life lack o’ love”.
i have had compliments from a guy or two my age. actually, one was a hidden compliment, not intended. it was from a friend on msn who said tht i “wasn’t that pretty”. at first glance, it would sound like an insult, but he did say not that pretty, which means that i am, just not very. am i making sense here? the conversation was about me cycling to his house alone. i said,”what if i get kidnapped or raped?” he said,”ur not tht pretty anyway.” so, it wasn’t a compliment, but i’m taking it as one. :p anyway, the second was left on my friendster profile as a comment (or was it testimonial?). it said “it’s easy to remember a pretty face like urs ;-)”. a girl never forgets compliments like those! And there was that time in primary 6 a classmate sent me a “love note” which i shreded to pieces once i finished reading. i avoided him at all costs ’til i found out he was over me. phew.
to sum it up, right now, my current relationship status remains “never had a boyfriend, don’t currently have one, but would like one in the near future”. in short, single. any takers? none? i thought so.
[Note: This post was typed out on 11th Oct, but due to unknown reasons was not posted. Some parts have to deleted, and some added since then.]
debbie5588 said,
October 16, 2008 @ 10:36 am
Hi Gin!
I leeched internet once again…
I just have to say, u’re not the only one without a guy…
Hello!! u’re only 17… i’m ur cheh-cheh! And ur cheh-cheh doesnt have a bf… dont worry it’s not a curse or anything like that.
But one thing that is good about not having a bf, is that you get to dream of many various guys to be ur bf and not have ur ‘real’ bf appear in ur dream and bash him up out of jealousy. I hope i’m making sense.
Actually, the reason why I didnt do so well last sem was because of that… There was a guy I had a crush on, and it wasn’t like in secondary school where it was just a crush, u dont see him alll the time. But I was actually distracted the whole month after I met the guy and I tell u, it was very hard to focus on studies especially with the guy in the same room…!
Dont tell anyone I told u this, esp our parents….!
I just had to have a bad semester to pick my pieces up and get on with life….. I’m now back on track and striking out any guy that comes my way… not that I wana be mean, I just come up with the excuse that he’s not my type, he’s not a good person and he’s not a christian. And problem solved! Hahaha… I make it seem so easy.. I tell you, I have had more broken hearts than I have guy frens…. I guess it was more of the way we were brought up… but anyway, hang in there sis!
Dont let these nonsense bother u. Studies is very important and actually, quite fun… until u reach the afterlife of O Levels… so enjoy it while u can and dont let petty stuff worry you…. Things will go according to God’s will. When God says we’re ready for a relationship, we willl find that special ’someone’ and when that day comes, u’ll be over the moon…….. trust me! Now is not the time for guys yet…. puppy love, maybe. but not the kind for bgr (boy-girl relationship).
TTFN! G’nite! *hugs*
~Debbie~